talking from a very personal experience, you really do need to move on. i know its easier said and really hard to do, but darling you need to realise a love relationship is meant to be 2 way. u need God on this one and then stop thnkn bout reasons why you dont wanna leave, instead thnk bout reasons why u need to leave and how unfair he's bn towards you. it really does work. HE DOES NOT LOVE YOU.or atleast he does not realise that he does because youve not let him see that you are way better without him.. always keep this in mind when you love a man too much they become unattracted to you. leave him, channel all that energy of loving him on summin else, my best advice is spend it getting closer to God and allow him to take control of your hurting. I KNOW ITS NOT EASY.. but u have to make it easy by stop making ursef believe u cant live without him. allow yoursef the space to see if this guy even cares enuff to notice you are no more in his life.
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may God give you the strength to accept what cannot be changed.