Something so dear, so precious, a gift divine from God given to mankind is dead in my humble and worthy life. It is the second time in my life I am feeling so foolish, empty, sad and awful because another dog in girl cloth have thrown my love in the drain.
After four years of loneliness as a result of my first disappointed love, I thought love has found me again. It was love at first sight when I first saw her but it was foolish of me to fall in love with someone I barely know. Probably it was infatuation and I allowed my emotions to have a larger part of me.
I was aroused by her romantic look and fascinated by the way she talk. You think I lust after her? But I was not longing to have sex with her! I only adored her with the passion to be part of her life. Alas the love is blown into the wind because the love is dead.
It died the day I was told that she survives from money given to her by men she lay with. I am ashamed to say this but if I may ask, can you fall in love with a prostitute? Or maybe I should simply accept the fact that I never truly loved her but lust after her.