i actually don't know the kind of life stlye you had. and i don't know who told you that THE KIND OF LIFE YOU LIVE, WILL SEND YOU TO EARLY GRAVE. And why you said people should not CRY for you if you DIE. only if the the dead are are conscious of something then you will see how people cried after you died. i strongly believed that they cried for one (1) major purpose. And that is, you are a very YOUNG LAD. i cried inside not because am crazy about your MUSIC OR LIFE STLYE but for the fact that you are VERY VERY YOUNG. well sha i still wan learn how to laugh that your laugh. joooooooooooo, joooooooooooo, jooooooooooooo