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Okay, a few weeks ago I started a thread discussing a new relationship; I was very uncomfortable as the boy I was dating was one of my closest friends.This morning my best friend admitted that she and he had kissed yesterday after school. I was so angry and bitterly disappointed that I just burst into tears. I mean, quite frankly, he annoyed the hell out of me but the betrayal stung more than anything! Not just from him but from her as well! Next thing I know she'd turned on the water works as well and was insiting that it "wasn't her fault...it just happened"!!! My friends all started gathering around her and persuading me to "forgive her" and for me to apologise! Me? She made me want to slap her (which is unlike me as I am usually a very peaceful person) I ran off to talk to him. He denied it for about half an hour before he eventually admitted to what he'd done. I gave him back the bracelet he'd given me and ran out of the room. According to his friends he sat down and cried for two hours. Now I've ruined everything! I've ruined things with my best friend (and all my other friends because they think I'm being a b**ch) I've ruined what could have been a great relationship with him and now I can't stop crying. I mean, I know it was all his fault for kissing her, but I feel really terrible for making him cry. I'm angry with them both and there's no way I ever want to start a things up again because I can't trust either of them! But that's just it: If I know I'm not in the wrong and I'm glad he's gone, then why am I hurting like this? Why can't I stop crying? I wish you all the peace and love I have to offer.
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