what you have done is actually ignoble and terrible which no true parent should even think of let alone do. However, the deed has been done, and it would be a waste of time crying over spilt milk. My advice is this, crying over this, or killing yourself will not bring any solution. you need to turn to God cos he is the only one that can give you true peace and forvive you of your sins. Godly sorrow works repentance but worldly sorrow brings death. Give your life to Jesus, find a bible believing and teaching church, be committed to doing Gods will, and ask for mercy to triumph over judgment. God bless you. |