My choice - GLADIATOR - because of its combination of a good storyline, historical representation, acting, constant thrill, cinematography and a BEFITTING ENDING!
Feelings can be difficult to deal with and can mess you up if you don't handle them well. Some bad experiences I have had have taught me that I should love not just with feelings but with my head also. Take your time, don't allow feelings to pressure you - I mean when you are "intoxicated" you can hardly act sensibly. God gave you a brain to help you out of such situations. Take things one step at a time. You could try starting out with casual friendship.
Hope this helps. No man can give you the perfect answer.