My profound sympathy for your stupidity and obstinacy in prolonging your self inflicted poison. How could you dare the devil. I mean from the word go, this murder in-lewd never liked you and will never, yet you took this fraudster's word and swallowed his lies. Worst still you allowed him ( based on your statement ) to used and abuse you endlessly. Love constitute Respect, compassion, character, reputation, honesty and above all the fear of God. And yet this family you hurriedly jumped into bed with is not only demonic but barbaric. You saw what was coming and you went for it sheepishly. And for all of my sisters out there, please bear in mind that some mistakes are too horrible to deal with while others are not reversible unless with God's intervention . The first sign post of a relationship of your type is the disregard for your parents- never you jump into bed with anyone who treats your parents with levity or simply disrespect . Our parents are our earthly gods, so if either the groom or bride is not satisfied with their behaviours, please don't get there hoping of a change tomorrow. You knew what was going to be ahead and you procrastinated things with this horror. I feel for you, but you're over anxious to hook up with this barbarian you tagged husband. His being gay is not even an issue ,but his total family needs to confess their sins.
Khetamia