Poster, u sounds 2 me like smeone who is emotionally immature.Be careful not 2 cause urself depression.d bible tells us 2 pray without ceasing,so never be tired of praying and fasting.Try nt 2 pursue 2 things at a time.knw ur God ,4get abt women and work on ur future ,then every other thing ill be added unto u. At God's appointed time ,ur dreams must surely true,u can't force on urself.

Power dey sweet well well