I don't blame you is your level of knowledge & the woman you marry plus your music activities that make you say so in to achieve your selfish interest, Am advicing to go back to school to learn more, meanwhile Allah say in Qur'an marry two wives, three or four but if you can not do justice in between, take their responbilities then marry only one furthemore if you don't have means of marrying one then fast to avoid segxwal urge. WARNING Please do not comment in religion matter if you don't the knowledge.
AND ASK YOU HOW POSSIBLE IS IT TO MAINTAIN THE SAME LEVEL OF LOVE AMONG THESE WOMEN ?TO ME YOU MUST LIKE ONE THAN THE OTHER NO TWO HUMAN BEING THAT ARE THE SAME