I already replied to dis on d confession page, but now dat av read ur full story, i fill lk crying coz its so tourching. U no wat? I know its not easy but delete her completely 4rm ur mind... Now face ur life squarely, its part of ur experience so in future relationships u'll know better. Mark my words: dat guy would eventually dump her, she would then think about d wa. Dont ever, i repeat EVER try taking her back. U're so soft-hrtd. God would bless u with ur own wife, just b patient.