my sister,i quite understand what u were passing through b4 u took dat decision but dat wasn,t d best.i was not even up to ur age when i had my son but i took up d courage and today he is 3yrs old and he is my world,my life and joy.i just pray they have done nothing stupid with ur child.just ask God 4 forgiveness if he is still alive,u will definitely find him just a matter of time.being a mother is not easy.