how marijuana changed my life

Date: 05-03-2014 3:59 pm (8 years ago) | Author: immortal-jay™
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- at 5-03-2014 03:59 PM (8 years ago)
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Hi people, thought i'd discuss how
weed changed my life in the
positive way, and how it matured
me. Please read this, i know its
kinda long, but its just that i have
so much to say, and honestly, i tried
keeping it as short as i could.

First things first, i am a 27 years,
and have been smoking M.J(marijuana)
for approximately 8 years,about
twice or less a week. Weed was
everything to me, whenever i felt
depressed, or had a hard time,i
would smoke some weed with my
friends, to relief the stress, and
anxiety. I've had very few bad
experiences, but they didnt really
bother me, as i researched about it
the first time it happened to me,
and found out that its a normal thing
to have bad anxiety on a few
occasions.
I have always been a shy person,
and weed changed my personality
dramatically, and have made some
really good friends by just smoking
with them which made me use
marijuana to help me socialise at
specific events, such as parties.
I have always believed that
cannabis is the ultimate drug, and
that all of its effects is for the
positive, and that it doesnt have any
bad side effects. I was obviously
deluded. any drug could have as
many positives as it can, however,
they would also have their
negatives, which should be
considered seriously. This could be
different for every individual, but i
will discuss how marijuana changed my life
""A few weeks ago, i had the most
strangest highs, or trips,i have ever
had in my entire period of smoking
weed. It started off as a normal
high. I went to my bed room, and
played some nice immortal technic music,
which is what i always do when i am
high. I had everthing ready, my
drink, my food, and my games
console switched on. I sat down on
my chair, and all of a sudden, my
loud speakers felt as if they were
next to my ear, everything looked
really strange and dreamy. I started
to panic, and thought the weed was
laced with T.M(tramadol), which i have had
before and was unpleasant.
However, the truth is that it wasnt
laced with T.M, as i gave the weed
the next day to a friend of mine to
see whether if he would get as
f*cked as i was. Anyways, thoughts
started racing, and i started
analyzing the sitatuation that i am
at. I thought i had gone crazy,
couldnt feel anything, including my
body,clothes, and i totally forgot
how to use any piece of device. It
was a nightmare. I started
hallucinating mildly, an example
would be that i would look at my
poster, and it would grow bigger. So
much happened to me at that time,
but i dont want to waste your time.
So,i'll just list out the things that
happened:
- couldnt feel my body at all
- forgot everything about myself,
who i was,what i did for a living
- forgot how to use devices such as
the computer
- wanted to go to hospital to just
force me to sleep
- felt as if that horrible feeling
wouldnt go away
- 3 hours felt like days
- felt as if the music i was listening
to was directed at me, and, how i
should live my life
- racing thoughts
- couldnt stop shaking
- felt emotionally empty,if you know
what i mean, emotionally dead,as if i
am a robot
- felt like i wasted my life, and let
every single person that i know
down
- i closed my eyes once, and i was
actually watching myself trying to
sleep from above
- started to feel as if the chair was
lifting,and was about to fall
down,but that wasnt what really
happened,so it must be a
hallucination
...and alot of crazy stuff that you
wouldnt imagine.
But anyways, i am not really
bummed about the horrifieng
experience, as i now understand
what happened was just a massive
panic attack, however, that trip
taught me a lesson. You, reader,
may not fully understand what i am
getting at,but, its worth a shot, as
there might be people out there
that have had the same experience
that i had.
 It also made me more focused on my
future, and how hard i have to work
in order to have a good career. It
made me realise that its time to
move on, and be serious about life,
which cannot be taken lightly. The
experience also made me realise
the people that care about me, and
how i should show the love, and
care back,when i tryd to check my life to no how far i have gon wt life ,i realized i have achived almost everything i had thought of,
       i know its a bit long,and may not make sense, but, i
tried to deliver my experience at
least


Posted: at 5-03-2014 03:59 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
- rakelly at 5-03-2014 04:44 PM (8 years ago)
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hmmm thank God i read am finish, but i no understand wetin this mad man dey do here.
Posted: at 5-03-2014 04:44 PM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- yettyness at 5-03-2014 04:58 PM (8 years ago)
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are u joking?
Posted: at 5-03-2014 04:58 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- justmak at 5-03-2014 05:02 PM (8 years ago)
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Quote from: rakelly on  5-03-2014 04:44 PM
hmmm thank God i read am finish, but i no understand wetin this mad man dey do here.
who?

Posted: at 5-03-2014 05:02 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- zeigbo at 5-03-2014 05:08 PM (8 years ago)
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abeg make una no disturb me I still dey read this yoke

Posted: at 5-03-2014 05:08 PM (8 years ago) | Addicted Hero
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- jossy4reall at 5-03-2014 07:35 PM (8 years ago)
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I hope dis poster still dey on chain

Posted: at 5-03-2014 07:35 PM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- zeigbo at 5-03-2014 09:46 PM (8 years ago)
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still reading

Posted: at 5-03-2014 09:46 PM (8 years ago) | Addicted Hero
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- jossy4reall at 6-03-2014 04:11 AM (8 years ago)
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but why?...summarize biko

Posted: at 6-03-2014 04:11 AM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- alabi22 at 6-03-2014 08:14 AM (8 years ago)
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anoda weed experience
Posted: at 6-03-2014 08:14 AM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- rakelly at 6-03-2014 09:16 AM (8 years ago)
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na u supply am the one wey change in life?alabi
Posted: at 6-03-2014 09:16 AM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- justmak at 6-03-2014 11:35 PM (8 years ago)
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Quote from: alabi22 on  6-03-2014 08:14 AM
anoda weed experience
so what??

Posted: at 6-03-2014 11:35 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- missispanky at 7-03-2014 04:44 AM (8 years ago)
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thank God I didn't read.
Posted: at 7-03-2014 04:44 AM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- rakelly at 7-03-2014 10:51 AM (8 years ago)
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u sure?
Posted: at 7-03-2014 10:51 AM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- yettyness at 10-03-2014 03:44 PM (8 years ago)
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Quote from: missispanky on  7-03-2014 04:44 AM
thank God I didn't read.
lol
Posted: at 10-03-2014 03:44 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- alabi22 at 10-03-2014 06:02 PM (8 years ago)
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Quote from: rakelly on  6-03-2014 09:16 AM
na u supply am the one wey change in life?alabi
u tnk so? but u no say I no dey do DAT kain biznes naa
Posted: at 10-03-2014 06:02 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- rakelly at 11-03-2014 03:40 PM (8 years ago)
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but na u dey say weed?
Posted: at 11-03-2014 03:40 PM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- omomarty at 11-03-2014 05:24 PM (8 years ago)
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na wa oooooooooooooooo notin wey person nor de see for dis forum
Posted: at 11-03-2014 05:24 PM (8 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- franel at 11-03-2014 07:45 PM (8 years ago)
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Really a testimony that you felt like pouring out everything. Anyway, thank God for the grace and life gained!

Posted: at 11-03-2014 07:45 PM (8 years ago) | Hero
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- zeigbo at 11-03-2014 09:17 PM (8 years ago)
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Roll Eyes Evil

Posted: at 11-03-2014 09:17 PM (8 years ago) | Addicted Hero
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- rakelly at 12-03-2014 09:20 AM (8 years ago)
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juju man
Posted: at 12-03-2014 09:20 AM (8 years ago) | Hero
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