friends please help me resolve this matter. Is there something wrong with me or am I just overreacting? This may not be the right forum but I think I gotta say something.
I’m a female, happen to be nearing my late 20s, a virgin and I promised myself I will keep it ’till marriage. Lately it seems things are not working out for me. I haven’t found the husband I’ve been waiting ages for, I have no work (but I’m working on that) and I have no money, just relying on family and friends’ support. well to cut the long epistle short I think I’ve been battling depression lately and I just feel like I should do something rash or I would lose my mind. And the depression comes mostly from the fact that am single and I feel so lonely most times.
I keep getting the urge to do something drastic like just going out there to land any man I like and sleep with him just for the sake of doing that but the problem is I’m too conservative for that and I must say I fear God too much for that plus I just want to do it with that special person… I don’t know what the problem is really ‘cos I am told I’m beautiful yet I haven’t entered the right relationship. I have certain things I’m looking out for and the guys I’m meeting I find they don’t meet my criteria (at least the fundamental ones), and the guys I like do not reciprocate my affection (I’m talking about those fine dudes that just have your heart racing). I can’t just date any guy it has to be someone special and I haven’t just met him yet. sometimes I wonder if I’m in my right senses and not being realistic.
I have just a few friends, and my social life is not good enough. I had a rigid upbringing and that probably affected me. I’m trying now to be more social so I can meet more people but am really getting desperate especially when I look around and see the next person is in a serious relationship. Please what can help in this situation ‘cos I’m afraid to say I don’t wanna go suicidal.
Well are there others going through similar stuff? ‘Cos I think am going out of my mind. Is there something more I should do to meet the right person? I pray so hard and yet everything seems static and I feel the same lonely existence daily.
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