I Was Broken, A Walking Disaster, A Ticking Time Bomb- Tonto Dike Reflects

Date: 22-04-2015 11:14 am (9 years ago) | Author: Bayo Nelson
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Nollywood actress Tonto Dikeh had a reflective moment on Instagram this morning. She took a moment to share her journey, spiritually and physically, with her followers. She wrote:

Woke up reflecting on who i am and how far i have grown spiritually, physically as a woman*
I had so much anger,  So much venom, so much Hate to give*
I didn't understand why neither did i give A hoot*
I thought life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood (even though i did have a great childhood),Some came from Been Sick, Another came from been motherless,etc* Darlings i was broken, i was a walking disaster, A ticking time Bomb*
I was on a suicide part on a regular, sigh#
Bottom line I Saved me, i got to realise that no1 cares about your Pain or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are more Angry about life than you are, I came to understand that without me the world would still go on with nothing missed and might even be a better place, you might be missed for a day, week, years but i bet you, u gonna be so forgotten when its time*i came to understand the change i needed was inside of me, We really don’t maximise our God given Authority AS God’s creations #PRAYER#*
I came to realise that Anger is a more deadly messed up illness than CANCER, my anger was the shield between me and happiness, Love, Life, etc*I came to realise that my future depends on me letting go of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed to God and living a good life**
I did realise a couple of things about myself, love, God/Allah, Food. We are barely existing n not living without God*Good food is fuel for your mind, soul n body**



Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of constant joy in his grace..
I didn’t turn born again or nothing i just realised that I AM SPECIAL.


Posted: at 22-04-2015 11:14 AM (9 years ago) | Addicted Hero
- beneno at 22-04-2015 11:31 AM (9 years ago)
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 Roll Eyes Roll Eyes Roll Eyes Roll Eyes
Posted: at 22-04-2015 11:31 AM (9 years ago) | Addicted Hero
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- ainnylove at 22-04-2015 11:47 AM (9 years ago)
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Wow! Nice write up, I am special too
Posted: at 22-04-2015 11:47 AM (9 years ago) | Upcoming
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- Edwin628 at 22-04-2015 12:08 PM (9 years ago)
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Spirituality....that is what all nigerians need...Pray ,medidate ,love unconditionally, You  can  change  the  world by changing  yourself. ve  a  good  day  everybody.
Posted: at 22-04-2015 12:08 PM (9 years ago) | Upcoming
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- Larry28 at 22-04-2015 12:11 PM (9 years ago)
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Same here
Posted: at 22-04-2015 12:11 PM (9 years ago) | Hero
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- benosky4 at 22-04-2015 12:59 PM (9 years ago)
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everyone is special and I'm unique

Posted: at 22-04-2015 12:59 PM (9 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- Swordsman at 22-04-2015 01:44 PM (9 years ago)
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Wow! Now these are words from a wise lady. This lady has always been a hero to me. Thanks for such powerful insightful words.
Posted: at 22-04-2015 01:44 PM (9 years ago) | Newbie
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- echeeche at 22-04-2015 02:20 PM (9 years ago)
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Nice
Posted: at 22-04-2015 02:20 PM (9 years ago) | Hero
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- bankadetoun at 22-04-2015 04:05 PM (9 years ago)
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I am special
Posted: at 22-04-2015 04:05 PM (9 years ago) | Gistmaniac
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- elchymo at 22-04-2015 04:24 PM (9 years ago)
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Roll Eyes Roll Eyes Roll Eyes
Posted: at 22-04-2015 04:24 PM (9 years ago) | Hero
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- Ouch1212 at 22-04-2015 08:05 PM (9 years ago)
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I am SPECIAL
Posted: at 22-04-2015 08:05 PM (9 years ago) | Upcoming
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- Nicksam at 23-04-2015 08:04 AM (9 years ago)
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 Cool Cool
Posted: at 23-04-2015 08:04 AM (9 years ago) | Hero
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- viddycool at 23-04-2015 04:03 PM (9 years ago)
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Love to hear this from u. Kudos
Posted: at 23-04-2015 04:03 PM (9 years ago) | Upcoming
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- jdybad at 23-04-2015 08:29 PM (9 years ago)
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 Huh? Huh? Huh? Huh? Huh?
Posted: at 23-04-2015 08:29 PM (9 years ago) | Upcoming
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- elchymo at 19-08-2015 08:02 PM (8 years ago)
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Story for the gods
Posted: at 19-08-2015 08:02 PM (8 years ago) | Hero
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