hi

i fell in love with a girl that i so much love and wish to marry her in future but she is 2 years older than me she was my first love but the problems is she lied so much to me . she also lied that she don,t have a boy friend but i later find out that she hard a guy but when i confronted her initially she denied it but as time goes on i applied another technices to get the truth from her which she later aggreed that she have a boy friend but after geting much angry with her i left her for about 8 months but within me i can,t just forget about her because she was my first luv and i love her so much even to be my wife so i decided to go back to her we discuss and i selted with her but i did not beg her anyway i just ask her if she nolonger wants me back but she replied and said that every thing is in my hand (as in the chioce is in my hands ). during our discussion she made me to know that she has been dating the other guy for about 4-5 years before i came in so i wanna know why she accepted me in the first place ? cuz me personally i don,t have money am a student (but i still care for her with the little money i have as a student . ) does it mean that she loves me that,s why she refuse to tell me the truth at the first place that she has a guy and she also lied to me that she was a virgin but later told me the truth and i also confirmed that practically that she is not a virgin . please somebody should advice me (i need avice more especially from the ladies)