CAN U GO BACK 2 UR FORMER LOV DAT LEFT U 4 A RICHER MAN WHEN U HAD NOTHING (Page 5)

My girl friend left me 4 a richer man after 5 swt yrs relationship.2mnths later GOD arranged my life with a swt job in one of the leading telecom firm.4 some mnths av been without a frnd cos anytime i here her name i still av that passion cos i geniunly loved her 2 a fault dat d last 3yrs till date av been faithfull 2 her.pls my friends,will u advise me 2 go bak 2 her or start a new life cos she was 2 b my wife.everybody in ma family knew her but f"'k up.I did my best 4 her wen i had little or nothin.i sacrificed my pleasure 4 her confort but got a breakup 4 a pay bak.wel,i still will not want 2 go bak 2 my past as a play boy but 2 b sincere my life really needs TRUE LOVE.
Lets face facts.when we started dere wasnt any prob but later after my grad 4rm sch dere wasnt much coming in and NYSC prob too asper delayin someone.den i became stressd up cos i felt my plans were not wrking out as planned.I bcame more jealous cos i was feeling not secured den one day i lost my temper cos i saw a lov txt dat ends wit kisses on ur Bosom .2 all my friends in naija am so sorry dat i hit her.but later pleaded wit her.i relly felt sorry n also lernt my lesson cos dat was d first serious missunderstanding we''ve ever had.mnths later after i left 4 service wen i had a call about dads illhealth.i was still in d hospital with my dad wen my own girl called me not 2 call her line again.minutes later d so called man called my line and passed some trets but den my father was on a critical condition.i shed tears,i beged her 2 manage me n give me little time but her reply was she is a woman i wont understand.d lov made me luk stupid bt its an experience.friends am ok 2day.levels don change.she calls me 4rm time 2 time after i got ma job.i need ur contributions.