In love with a married pastor

Some few days ago a pastor came to me and we started talking to eachother. I was doing some shopping and he accompany me with my shopping. He ask me to come to his church on sunday. (that was last sunday 23 may) So i promised him that i will. But he didnt belief that i was really gone come so he ask my number and i gave it to him.

When i went home that day i coudnt stop thinking about him. He was young, handsome and very kind. He was just the type of men for me. So the next day he cald me to ask how am doing. I was so happy to hear from him. So when we hang up i text him that since we met i coudnt stop thinking of him. But he didt really comment on my message. But we kept on calling eachother.

Then sunday came, i was so happy bcaus i was gone see my hadsome pastor. I was verry early in church. The church was not big bcaus they started 4 month ago. So when i arrived some women came to me to welcome me. She ask me 'are you Grace' i sed 'yes but how do you know' then she said that his brother told her that he met me a few days ago. I was so happy to hear that he told his sister about me.

When the pastor arrived, i was so happy. He came to greet me. But i saw that he wasnt alone. He came with a lady, i later heard that she was he's wife, the wife just arrived from Nigeria that week and she was pregnant to. Oh, i coudnt belief this, i almost went home but i staid. When the church was over  he came to talk to me but i said that i coudnt stay long bcaus i had to go somewhere. That sunday he cald me many times but i did not take up. I was angry and hurt. He never told me he was married.

The next day he cald me again but i ignord him, after some time i talked to him. I told him that i wont be coming to his church again, and  i told him why. He said that he saw on my face in church that i wasnt happy. I told him that i really liked him and that i never felt like this before. He told me that he like me to from the day he saw me, but he's married. He said that he likes me so mutch and cant stop thinking about me. He ask me if he can come to my house so that we talk and pray together but i told him no.  He was trying to convince me to come to church next sunday but i know am not going bcaus this its to painfull.  Its better for both of us bcaus i know myself, and i dont want him to do somethyng wrong and he's wife seems to be a nice women.

So am not planning to do something with him, but if he keep calling me, then i dont know what can happen. He's so handsome an nice, he's young i think between the 30 and 36 years. I wish so bad that he wasnt married, but he is married. So there's nothing i can do. Its better i dont see him, so next time he call i will tell him.

see guys! pastor oo, deacon oo, nuns oo, priest oo, xtians etc. did u knw tht we are still human no matter our position in religion or in our faith? my point is, i cnt blame her cos her heart falls whn she was ignorant to the pastors marital status so stop blaming her. Grace, i knw u ar matured enuf to do the right thing.

u ar hurt bt nt for long. focus on other things tht makes u happy & brings positivity to ur lives. u will be fine! stay away frm the pastor for nw bt pick his call, it doesn't matter. never allow him into ur house or see him privately. good luck.