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In 2001 i met my girlfriend.we love each other so much and would promise to live together till dealth put us asunder.something happen to me in 2003,i had an accident which took away one of my eye,it was so painful as i would have to live the rest of my life without one eye functioning and also an extended scar on my face.
my girl visit only when i was in hospital;she too wept bitterly.after i had been discharge she begin to frawn face at times.she wouldn't want our intimate talk as couple as promised.

So good she got admission into university in 2005.since then she never tell me the truth not even to tell me where she is.luckily i met her one day inside campus as i was busy looking for her;she shocked when she see me.asking why she as been doing that way;she let me know that it is all over.i throw some question to her,that if she doesn't marry me with this condition who do she espect to do so even letting her know that i love her was futile.My question to pals is can any girl look into my face and admire to marry a man with one eye and scar?please advice me how can i call her back and what should i do.To be precise i have not make any contact with her throught this year

What can i do now and will i start from.is there any hope for me. [/b] [/i]