Jan. 1st 2005
My eyes strikes with a pair of innocent eyes of a girl with a beautiful charming face. A strange feeling born in my heart. I don't know what's that.
Next day..
I was so surprised to see her in titution with us.
2 days later..
I was on my way to school. I saw her again. But i was shocked when i saw her in our school uniform. Finally i got that she was new student of my own class but another section. I was so happy. I used to see her secretly all the time through window.
Feb. 7th 2005
It became my habit to watch her for long time. It became hard for me to stay without looking her. After a long time.. One day my close friend help me to introduce with her. It was great day for me that I talked with her. Time make us closer. We were together in titution and school time. Spend long time together, return home together...
14th Feb. 2005
It was Valentine's day.. My friends proposed their own someone special. I also wanted to propose her but I couldn't do so, I was afraid that she would break-up our relationship.
One year later...
We cleared SLC ( School Leaving Certificate ).. We were together in college as well. So many times I tried to express my feelings, say that how much I love her, say how much I like her, care and miss her. I want to say her that I couldn't live without her.. But I failed all the time.
September 2008
I went abroad for further study. We keep in touch with emails and phone calls.
February 12 2010
After 2 years, two days before the valentine, i came back because this time I don't want to miss this Valentine.. I don't want to loose her. I was going to give her a red rose. Propose her and I'll say I Love You...., I Love You.
14th February ( VALENTINE'S DAY )
I called her in a park. I was prepared whole night how to propose her.. I ironed the dress two times, changed the hair style more than four times, checked the whole dresses, polished the shoes, spray the full bottle perfume but I thought it's too bad and I bath again. I saw watch more than fifty times.. " Why the time is running so slow?? "
Finally I reached the park two hours before...
Four hours passed..., Five hours.. six hours..., eight hours passed..., She didn't came..... I was standing like a stupid fool with a rose in a hand.. So many couples looked me and passed away.. I was alone. I tried her mobile but it was busy...,
At last I dropped the rose and turn back. Suddenly..," ring ring" [ My mobile rang ] I received call. A strange voice ask for me. " I'm speaking" I replied. He was her father. He asked me to come to hospital. Immediately I reached there, I found her in emergency room..
A BUS HIT HER..
She touched my hand, I hold her hand.. She wanted to say something but before she could say anything she leave us.. She leave me.. Once again I became orphan. I kept that rose on her dead body which just belong to her.
She Died.. I saw in her other hand, i saw a rose and a letter wet in her own blood. I couldn't stop my tears.. I opened the letter..
She wrote, " Today through this letter I want to say you that I love you so much. I tried a lot but I couldn't.. I was afraid that you would break our relation . I'm sorry if I have hurt you. But to tell you the truth It's hard for me to live without you..."
My tears continually fall on her letter with non stop.
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