Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. But how do you live without it. You want to have love, but all it does is hurt you. It does make you vulnerable. You can’t do a thing about it. Love is so confusing. If you try it, it will hurt you will feel vulnerable is it worth all the nights alone crying and screaming out your pain. But the pain is what makes you remember all the times you had, the times you want back. They wear able to get in under your skin, how wear they able to do that, why did you let them in, now you are alone, hurt, sad and want to end your life. It is pain without love, but would you rather feel pain then nothing at all. The pain for love is just something that most people don’t understand. The pain is what just makes you feel them even when they are gone. Wishing you could move on. Does it feel like your heart is ripped in two and your days seem dark and alone? Have you given all your heart only to see it torn apart? Do you feel they do not care As if you were never there? Do you feel you can't trust again and left in continual pain? Do you feel you must face tomorrow All alone, with so much pain? Is there hope or is there no hope. You feel stupid for loving them. The pain gets inside you, rips you apart leave you crying in the darkness. Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. But Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much you miss them. The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal. The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal. The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal. Some people give in to the pain the ones who can bottle it all up will last for just a few years. Then it will get to you. When first we fall in love, we feel that we know all there is to know about life. And perhaps we are right. Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart. How do you tell the one you love that you love them when they tell you they just want to be friends. A new wound makes all the old ones ache again. She is on your mind all the time is it hard to get her off your mind, so what do you do when you are in love and you don’t know what to do? You can tell her. If you are friends with her that will help your changes with her. Everything you know about breaking hearts, you learned from them. The moments may have ended but the memories last forever. You promised yourself you wouldn't think about them...you broke it the first day... True love? You used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore. . Why do you keep on loving someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there. It hurts the most when you can actually feel your heart breaking. The tears you wish to wipe away will run unchecked for another day. Alas, that is the price you’ll pay. We are never as defenseless against suffering as when we love. Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I’m only falling apart. (Sigh) now you don’t know what to do. You love them but, what now do you tell them do you stay quite do you leave them alone till someone comes up and takes them. You are better than whoever takes them from you, in every way. But why did they pick them over you, why aren’t you good enough, why are they better then you? What is true love, and why is it so hard to get? You need to be somebody to get the one you want.
- "Total Eclipse of the Heart
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