Forgive me for my stupid question.. Correct me pls (Page 2)

She is my music teacher here in malaysia, for some reasons.. I would be left with no option than to just keep her name to myself as she is one of malaysia's top model and singer, well she's been my opera and classical vocal coach for two(2) months now, and most times we tend to punch on an exercise, I already did some training back in nigeria, so I pick quite alright without giving her much problems on things to amend, until two(2)wks ago when we were like having a duet together on the song by Chris Brown and Keri Hilson (Superhuman).. at the middle of the song, she stopped playing her keyboard and was like, "I never really liked blacks, but your recording company that had you on scholarship here paid me much to coach you Bode, but now, I think I realise blacks can be so unpredictable sometimes" I asked, what was that suppose to mean, She said, you would understand sooner how someone you dont expect cared so much about you. I said ok. about 3 days later, I got a text of "you are a prodigy, but think of whatever you think you are in your own very best sense, I think I'm in love with you for your genuineness" well.. I always wanna be loyal, I replied with, thank you, and she was like, thank you??? well, she's been like "I know you might think of my kind of my person and my status, but take me as I am as I took you for not the age series but the real you" how the phyuking little me go go into relationship such as this when I am not even sure of myself wanting to, my question is the lamest on earth but please forgive me pals, how can I just continue being myself??? I mean clues on how to remain being myself.