Lady Who Cheated On Husband With Her Male Best Friend, Seeks Advice On How To Clear Conscience

“Hello. Kindly post as anonymous.

This guy has been my only best friend for over 10years. We were accused of having a relationship but nope there was nothing like that between us. We were real friends.

Last year we met in Uk for a training as we always do, since we are in the same field.

Before the trip, I had issues with my husband that made us cold towards each other.

This time around my best friend and I were extremely close that we started talking about sxx and all that. Like joke we slept together! (A very short time)

Since then I have never been myself. The guy has feelings for me but I always took him as a brother. I feel so dirty, and I regretted sleeping with him.

I have decided to stop the friendship. I cut him off completely. The problem now is my conscience. I want to erase this part from my head. I get mad at myself anytime my mind goes on it. And it’s killing me

Please advise! Thank you”