stupid females (Page 4)

the girl  here in america can also get thme arrested but you knw american boys are crazy and even if you are arrested they will hire someone to do tha job for them...thats why most gurl just stick to it...but i think its dum to date a thug/wanna be gangstah boy cause that will deflienyt mess your life up big time

When I was younger, I used to be so scared of men and sex it was not even funny. I saw what my elder sister was going throuh with men and I told myself I will never be in that situation. jump from men to men, letting them treat you any how. I kept my head in the books. High school was even worst....I was so scared of having rumors go around about me that I hardly had the type of social young people usually have. I didn't have sex until I was 22 yrs old b/c I was scared of being used and called a how (wh*re...etc). Then I met a man...I guess I was tired of being scared. I fell in love fast and hard. He treating so good in the beginning. I trusted him with everything and trust does not come easy for me. If you knew me, you would know exactly what I'm talking about. Anyway, we had sex....after a few weeks, he started ignoring me, treating me like crap, yelling at me cuz I didn't call him, not picking up the phone when I did. I stayed b/c I refuse to believe that a man that I love, that I made love to, that was my first.... only wanted sex. I truly believed he cared about. Before we had, I wanted to break up so my times, because I am a difficult person and I would start arguments over stupid things and I had never been in a r/ship so everything was all new to me, and the feeling I was having for him was so strange. I would miss him when I wasn't with him, we would be on the phone but I wouldn’t talk and then we’ll hang up and I would wonder what he doing now and I wanted to talk to him. I was so shy around him but I wanted to be with him all the time. I didn't want to believe that a man I felt this strongly for would want to hurt me.  Would anybody call me stupid for being with this man, chasing him around?? I was in love and that is what love make you do, put up with anything......