some months ago i met the only guy that really made me happy but my happiness did not last more than 1month.he´s nigerian but lived 4 a long time in Europe,that is how he got 2 the country where i am.after short time he told me he was married.maybe u ppl know how it is when u r in a foreign country and need papers,that is why most of nigerians get married just 4 papers.but he made the mistake of sleeping with her,once in a while :)that was happenning before coming here and since then there is nothing between them. i was ok with that knowing that it wasn´t a real marriage based on love.knowing they will divorce.after a while we got the news that she was pregnant but she really did not know who´s the father of the baby,him or the other guy she´s phyuking.i tried 2 live my life and build a relationship based on true feelings 4 each other,hoping and wishing a future together but all my dreams have ruined 3 days ago when she delivered.as if it wasn´t enough that he is the father,now he is the father of twins,both girls. sad is not the right word 2express the way i feel.for 3 good days i keep crying,asking why is this happening 2 me?!i did not expect of it. i cannot pretend that they don´t exist even if they are not living or are 2gether anymore.am not heartless not 2 think about those 2 girls that don´t have any blame coz their parents are stupid. i never been in this situation in my life.my world is falling appart,i cannot think of anything else.even if i know we can have a future 2gether he will always have another family somewhere else. am not jealous or selfish but what is happening really hurts me.am not like this bcoz of that lady ,but because of the girls.i cannot build my happiness on other ppl unhappiness.even if is not me the one that broke them up i feel guilty if the girls will not have their father close. i don´t know what 2 do.though it hurts me right now i love him 2much 2 give up on us. :'(
Posted: at 8-05-2010 01:11 AM (15 years ago) | Newbie
Bazemaster at 8-05-2010 01:52 AM (15 years ago) (m)
hmmmmm, bizzy body
I report from ma BAZEHOOD, niggaz feeling ma BAZESWAG 'cos it's hooded like my nigga HOODEDSWAG coming from BAZESQUAD in da BAZESTUDIOS UNITED.... I AM BAZEMASTER
Posted: at 8-05-2010 01:52 AM (15 years ago) | Gistmaniac
Bazemaster at 8-05-2010 02:07 AM (15 years ago) (m)
where you see danger?
I report from ma BAZEHOOD, niggaz feeling ma BAZESWAG 'cos it's hooded like my nigga HOODEDSWAG coming from BAZESQUAD in da BAZESTUDIOS UNITED.... I AM BAZEMASTER
Posted: at 8-05-2010 02:07 AM (15 years ago) | Gistmaniac
myragonza at 8-05-2010 11:31 AM (15 years ago) (f)
Quote from: andreea on 8-05-2010 01:11 AM
some months ago i met the only guy that really made me happy but my happiness did not last more than 1month.he´s nigerian but lived 4 a long time in Europe,that is how he got 2 the country where i am.after short time he told me he was married.maybe u ppl know how it is when u r in a foreign country and need papers,that is why most of nigerians get married just 4 papers.but he made the mistake of sleeping with her,once in a while :)that was happenning before coming here and since then there is nothing between them. i was ok with that knowing that it wasn´t a real marriage based on love.knowing they will divorce.after a while we got the news that she was pregnant but she really did not know who´s the father of the baby,him or the other guy she´s phyuking.i tried 2 live my life and build a relationship based on true feelings 4 each other,hoping and wishing a future together but all my dreams have ruined 3 days ago when she delivered.as if it wasn´t enough that he is the father,now he is the father of twins,both girls. sad is not the right word 2express the way i feel.for 3 good days i keep crying,asking why is this happening 2 me?!i did not expect of it. i cannot pretend that they don´t exist even if they are not living or are 2gether anymore.am not heartless not 2 think about those 2 girls that don´t have any blame coz their parents are stupid. i never been in this situation in my life.my world is falling appart,i cannot think of anything else.even if i know we can have a future 2gether he will always have another family somewhere else. am not jealous or selfish but what is happening really hurts me.am not like this bcoz of that lady ,but because of the girls.i cannot build my happiness on other ppl unhappiness.even if is not me the one that broke them up i feel guilty if the girls will not have their father close. i don´t know what 2 do.though it hurts me right now i love him 2much 2 give up on us. :'(
so?R u sayin u cn't marry him cos he hs some kids?Or hs he said he doesn't wnt u again?If he hs proven himself faithful 2 u den go ahead n dn't gt urself overly workd up 4 nothin
Posted: at 8-05-2010 05:24 PM (15 years ago) | Gistmaniac
Bazemaster at 8-05-2010 05:29 PM (15 years ago) (m)
.
I report from ma BAZEHOOD, niggaz feeling ma BAZESWAG 'cos it's hooded like my nigga HOODEDSWAG coming from BAZESQUAD in da BAZESTUDIOS UNITED.... I AM BAZEMASTER
Posted: at 8-05-2010 05:29 PM (15 years ago) | Gistmaniac
Miss_precious at 8-05-2010 05:32 PM (15 years ago) (f)
you just have to let go..even if you decide to marry him..you are still going to be a step mom and the other woman...not his fault and not your fault either
You know you're the best when people you don't know hate you
Posted: at 8-05-2010 05:32 PM (15 years ago) | Gistmaniac
i can feel ur pain,lyk d siamese twins connected by brain.walking thru the desert in d ice cold rain,d 2 in my life notin's gon' change.God willing we stil be doin all d thing when my 6 packs faded and raps is outdated but dats many years from now so dont rush,lil mama just hush
Here comes d Great King Xtervaganza
Posted: at 9-05-2010 12:45 AM (15 years ago) | Addicted Hero
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